theres just too much to post

We've been out for a little more than a week now and so much has happened..bridges have been built....

for some reason im having problems uploading pictures so i havent written on here in a while

sometime in the next few days im going to start getting into detail about whats been going on....but for now

ill be in michigan all day tomorrow...lets make something happen

bitches

gotta stay up!

flight leaves at 745 a.m. ...i think im gonna stay up

crossing my fingers for a window seat!

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it takes what it takes

It seems that due to my state of mind I don't have much to say ...I am however easily putting it into the form of songs....its funny how you want to tell a story so badly ..but you cant find words to accurately describe what your feeling ...especially things that are kind of embarrassing otherwise....thats where music saves my life

I've been singing for hours..song writing is undoubtedly my creative outlet....if only i was a smidge better at it

practice practice practice

I've also decided that this is going to be my last year of touring with bands unsuccessfully...if it hasnt happened by then i plan to attend music school..and who knows...maybe ill try again someday..if not..i think i can live with producing and engineering records for the rest of my life with no regrets.

stay young-colin

Good times sometimes

I got to see alot of old friends tonight..I was the most relaxed Ive been in a long time..sometimes you live your life and dont feel home...tonight was different..nostalgic in a way.

went to the bar with some buddies and watched them get hammered..meanwhile I was medicating substantially..

we then hung around in my friend Ryans basement and just talked abut how crazy things have been for everyone...for me it was nice to hear where everyones been and good to know that nomatter what happens...regardless of the different paths in life we take...or the new people we meet....there will alway be a core group of friends that can get together and just say "wow" if only our middleschool selves could see us now

also, i got to hear the new fireworks record today.......expect nothing less than greatness

i have a feeling in 6 or 7 years kids will be sitting around a campire singing firworks songs much like my generation sings saves the day and brandnew

:)

Snowboard Sesh at 1 A.M.

Last night was amazing. An old friend Curt and I met up for the first time in 9 months to go and Conquer dead mans hill in the middle of the night. Curt ultimately wussed out....I on the other hand kinda just went for it....turns out the hill was all ice...I probably hit a top speed of about 40 before totally wiping out. It was still the funnest thing I've done in weeks...when we got home my brother had a bowl waiting for us...I ended up secretly video taping a good old story that Curt was telling from our youth....it involves a dead squirell

haha bravest kids live

so i found a video of my bands intro from the other night on the interweb..haha 1st show too! nice

hair is good

I cant believe I cut mine!!!

I look like a pigdog!!

simpleton

I'm beginning to realize just how simple I actually am...I have a bunch of "philosophical-esque" friends that like to talk about really obvious things that im tired of hearing about...fuck that...im alive...do you seriously think people like me dont think??...or dont notice the same things that you do??

well i do...so quit trying to spoil the ending for me

Curt and I made plans to hang out in my parents basement tonight to smoke pot and shoot bb guns in the house..

im so into it...im dusting off the n64 as we speak

stay young ..god damnit

Life as of today

first things first...bravest kids played our first show last night at the factory...it was bitchin to see everyone come out and even get a little nuts ....there was a video camera involved so ill make sure and post that when i get a copy.

second thing....stacy and i ended up calling it quits today...im gone a lot and she works crazy hours so i never got to see her..it really sucks but in all reality we've been seperated for almost a month anyway...im disapointed but there not a whole lot i can do about it.

so im single again!.....fuuuuuuckkkkkk

i hate this part.. im not good at talking to new people that i havent really hung out with...but i have no choice because i really dont hang out much anymore....like what do you tell someone that obviously likes the same things as you ....and seems like someone youd totally hit it off with??

NOTHING ---cuz its creepy hahah

you cant win..life isnt built that way